January 2010
I’m so frustrated right now I don’t even know what to say! My life seems so stressful right now! What the hell. I wish there were do overs :/ I don’t even care anymore!
I need to get back in order. Clean my room, catch up on school work, organize my computer. Everything is a mess Lately! I’ve just been so busy with dance, drama, family, friends, everything. I’m determined that by the end of the week things will get back on track. I’m also determined to finish my book by the end of the week as well. so excited :]
I’ve had mixed feelings today :/ I hate seeing someone that I cared for look so lifeless… I know I like Ben and want to be with him, but seeing Dustin this way is upsetting.
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lately
lately things have been going so fast I can’t keep up! Going from one relationship to another is really hard. I’m upset about hurting Dustin, but I am so happy with Ben he’s that missing piece I’ve been needing. He makes me laugh and smile constantly I know we live 45 minutes away, but we don’t get to see each other and no ones had that affect on me before (at least...
come on get happy!:D
I’m happy as a clam :D with Ben as my boyfriend. He makes me so happy it’s unhealthy <3